Sometimes, your perfect life is not enough to enjoy a new day, or sometimes, your life doesn’t look perfect to you at all. Maybe the grey winter day is not helping you to feel that deep joy inside of you, so you could shine and spread some light on the outside.

It’s ok to feel this way, but I dare you to stand up, take a blanket you keep it… just in case, get out of your house and drive or walk until you find a bench. Cover your back with the warm, soft blanket and sit down on that bench. Relax! Maybe you feel some anxiety, for a while, if you just got out of your comfort zone, you don’t use to do this, or the place is not familiar. Take a deep breath and look around. Do you see people out for a walk? Do you see busy people? Did any of them notice you resting on that bench?

Wait until you can leave without anyone will notice, and leave the blanket on the bench. Come home and enjoy the warm and cozy place where you live. Sit down and enjoy your tea, or your coffee and be happy you just… anonymously helped an unknown soul to live another day, despite the cold winter!

I only hope you will feel much better! Maybe your mind will start looking for another thing you can leave on a bench, next time. I hope there will be a next time, and a next time for all of us! Maybe some sweets for a mother worried there will be no Christmas gifts for her kids! Maybe a hot coffee, or a hot soup! Maybe a knitted scarf and gloves you never used before! Something, anything!

It is an amazing way to unblock your energy, letting go all the things you don`t use, so they could be used by someone who will really appreciate them! I know your heart is full of love! I know you already helped people for Church or for a charity organization, but you never helped yourself this way! I know you might need to control who will take your stuff, but this is for you! Remember you were the one in need this morning, when you weren’t able to enjoy your life and be happy.

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